A Message of Hope

One thing about me is I tend to start a lot of things but never stick through with it. Or I just leave it hanging. I am even like that with relationships. And I can not really explain why. I think a lot of what molds our personality as we grow from a child to a teen, etc, is how we were treated as a child. How we see others around us treated. How we communicated with our family, and friends. Everything really, I think you get the picture. A lot of people call it programming.

And I think it is great that we all have different experiences, it makes us each unique and we offer wisdom from the things we experience in life.

A lot of time, I want to come on here and vent about my life. Because I really do not have that in my life. Someone I can talk to. Someone I can trust. And sometimes it just helps to know that if even if someone can not help me, at least I said what I was going through and some one heard me..

I am so tired of complaining though. When I look back at the patterns in my life, that was something I did almost all day. And I grew up in a home where there was so much negativity, a lack mindset, and arguments. I am realizing a lot about myself. As time goes on. And I know I have a lot more to learn. Even though I just want to do things right the first time around already. I am tired of making mistakes that cost me a lot.

See, there I go complaining again.

Lately I have been wondering how I can implement writing into a career while also giving value to people's lives. No one wants to hear about how my life sucks. That is draining to listen, hear, and even read about. It does not lift or help people in anyway.

So what can I do? How can I utilize and profit off my love for writing and help others while I do it?

For someone like me, who has been around negative people my whole life, well, it takes a lot of work to deprogram. It takes a lot of awareness about every thought that I am thinking, every word that I saying, every person I come into contact with. I need to break the patterns. Of course it will not be easy.

If any of this resonated with you then this is the final thing I have to say.

All those self limiting beliefs are lies. We are worthy of so much more than we ask for. We CAN deprogram ourselves. A miracle can happen for us if we stop focusing on everything we fear and start focusing on bettering ourself. In all aspects.

Yeah, it sounds great and dandy. It sounds easier than it actually will be. Have faith in yourself and trust Love (God) that he will deliver you from all those demons (self-limiting beliefs) that will try and hold you back from being your greatest self.

Valarie